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?ooooove on!!!

Next post.

Hydrating is the answer.
I mean, hydrating is essential at this point,
As the government guideline points
Out.
If you dring around
(aproximately)
13 units of alcohol,

Of course, I am exaggerating.

What?!

NOT!

next post.

Yeah,
and I had all of the next ?????????????
planned,
But,
I had to go for a pee.
And
it went.
Too bad.

Next post.

…{:}

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– Huh?!

Move on!!!

Next post.

Hydrating is the answer.
I mean, hydrating is essential at this point,
As the government guideline points
Out.
If you dring around
(aproximately)
13 units of alcohol

Of course, I am exaggerating,

What?!

NOT!

next post.

Yeah…
and I had all of the next ?????????????
planned out,
But,
I had to go for a pee,
And it went.
Too bad.

Next post.

Starting Again Again

October 28, 2014

Etching by Marina Kim

“Tightrope”

When one starts something new, everything resists. Material resists, environment resists, one’s own mind resists… Why? I don’t know but this is so.

And so, one has to push through resistance to get to the enjoyable sailing. Like with learning anything, for example a new language, at the beginning all is slow and annoying and incomprehensible before one begins to understand the logic and words get pulled along on a string of it, one word after another.

I find myself starting things all the time. I start and abandon and start again and then start again AGAIN. There is a reason to that and soon all shall be revealed. And for now, I am starting again yet again…

For a few days now, I am pondering a poem “Living” by Denise Levertov. This is a commission. And it is making me to re-think, re-concider, re-choose and re-start. So, I created the appearance of this commission to weave seamlessly into my art-life flow. Fine then.

And so far, it is too verbose. I feel I have to go very empty to convey the meaning of the poem, but on my sheet of paper there soooo much stufffff! I want to chop it up and burn it…

Living

 

The fire in leaf and grass
so green it seems
each summer the last summer.

The wind blowing, the leaves
shivering in the sun,
each day the last day.

A red salamander
so cold and so
easy to catch, dreamily

moves his delicate feet
and long tail. I hold
my hand open for him to go.

Each minute the last minute.

 

Acrostic

October 24, 2013

Alina asked me if I knew what acrostic was. I didn’t. (I had an idea, but wasn’t entirely sure, as usual…) She asked Daddy, Daddy, of course, knew. I listened in on what he said, and that confirmed my idea, so, basically I knew (as always!) but wasn’t certain (as ususal!) Two glasses of wine were a potent enough source of inspiration and I decided to make one up (to prove the point to everyone…). So, I did. The result left Alina undecided, Daddy politely saying “very nice” (typical Englishman, and that’s why I love him), and Eva quickly reading it, pointing out misspellings, tossing it aside and getting back to her digital socialising. But I LIKE IT! So, here it is:

A bird’s song of the morning woke me up,
Last flakes of slumber blowing off my lids.
If I were you, I’d stay in bed ’till late.
Nothing is sweeter than this last half-hour…
Alight the room with sun, then I’ll consider!

"Artist by the Sea"  Drypoint Marina Kim

Artist By The Sea

(revised)
I am every blade of grass
On the lawn you walk upon,
Barefoot.

I am every drop of dew
Bathing your naked skin.

(First draft)
I am every blade of grass
On the lawn upon which you walk
With bare feet.

I am every drop of dew
Kissing your naked skin.