Starting Again Again

October 28, 2014

Etching by Marina Kim

“Tightrope”

When one starts something new, everything resists. Material resists, environment resists, one’s own mind resists… Why? I don’t know but this is so.

And so, one has to push through resistance to get to the enjoyable sailing. Like with learning anything, for example a new language, at the beginning all is slow and annoying and incomprehensible before one begins to understand the logic and words get pulled along on a string of it, one word after another.

I find myself starting things all the time. I start and abandon and start again and then start again AGAIN. There is a reason to that and soon all shall be revealed. And for now, I am starting again yet again…

For a few days now, I am pondering a poem “Living” by Denise Levertov. This is a commission. And it is making me to re-think, re-concider, re-choose and re-start. So, I created the appearance of this commission to weave seamlessly into my art-life flow. Fine then.

And so far, it is too verbose. I feel I have to go very empty to convey the meaning of the poem, but on my sheet of paper there soooo much stufffff! I want to chop it up and burn it…

Living

 

The fire in leaf and grass
so green it seems
each summer the last summer.

The wind blowing, the leaves
shivering in the sun,
each day the last day.

A red salamander
so cold and so
easy to catch, dreamily

moves his delicate feet
and long tail. I hold
my hand open for him to go.

Each minute the last minute.

 

My done list

October 17, 2014

done-listDONE lists are more important than TO DO lists.

They are better for you, more productive, more uplifting and generally nicer.

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Perhaps I’ll make that the one and only ting to do on my TO DO list – to write a DONE list at the end of the day…

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My DONE list for today is already long, and it is only… wow… 11.11.44am! Cool!

  1. Made lunch for Alina (Last night)
  2. showered
  3. got dressed
  4. made fresh juice
  5. made delicious luxurious Moccas for my mother, husband and myself
  6. hoovered downstairs
  7. opened up the gallery
  8. wrote a new post on my blog
  9. researched DONE lists vs TO DO lists
  10. appreciated myself for accomplishing a huge deal last few months, last two weeks, today!
  11. had my delish Mocca!
  12. measured my waist and confirmed to myself that I lost another centimeter off it for the last two weeks! Appreciated myself for accomplishing that.
  13. Added some new media files to my blog.
  14. Yuppie!